I've been doing so much thinking about whether or not to go forward with the divorce. The finances are the biggest thing. I just can't seem to get to the point of trusting God to take care of the kids and I.
Bad things happen during divorces. Judges sometimes make the wrong choices if the couple disagree on certain points. I'm afraid I won't be able to afford things many take for granted like having internet. That sounds kind of stupid, but I keep in touch with grandchildren and other family through it. My cell doesn't have international calling. My daughter got rid of her cell phone, so we tend to talk through Facebook.
I know DH had money he hid from his past trip. I checked his wallet. I really can't get past the sneakiness and lying. If someone says they want to stay married, but then do what they know will end the marriage, then is it worth staying?
My youngest son passed his driving test, so I no longer need to worry about driving him back and forth to work. That was a big thing I needed done.
I wish I could get things worked out in my own head. I think I'll call the lawyer this week and talk to him about everything. I also need to redo the numbers and see if I can make it in a worse case scenario.
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