DH comes home today. I was going to call the lawyer sometime this coming week. But now I'm questioning myself, because of a serious lapse in judgement about a friend who had me fooled for over 7 years. Trust issues have been amplified by 1000. Self-confidence has taken a major hit. Not only in myself but also in my decision making. I keep wondering if DH is right about me, and am I wrong about leaving him. So many doubts about my own decisions now. Maybe it would be better to just stay despite everything.