Ovewhelmed

I am feeling completely overwhelmed.  Everything I need to do keeps ganging up on my brain like a bunch of zombies at a banquet, and I can't get myself to focus on just one thing.  There is just so much that has to be done and so much that I want to do.  Today, so far, I've  gone to take something out for dinner three times and forgot each time.

I have to declutter the house as much as possible.  I need to find a source of income.  I know I keep harping on that point, but I did previously mention I have a thing about finances.  I want to lose weight and start exercising again.  Actually, I kind of need to do the latter.  My legs hurt when I gain too much weight, and they are hurting.

I need to figure out the bills, I need to go back to the "miserly" ways I used to have, because I definitely won't have money to play around with.   I want the paper I need to get here, so the taxes can be done.  I want to get on with this.

To top it all off, my eldest just told me she is pregnant again.   Our family is the only one that knows right now.  She and her husband haven't told his side yet, so I can't say anything to anyone other than here.  That is now three grandchildren I'm going to leave behind. :(

I feel like I'm in limbo.  I want to get everything done, yet when I think of everything I need to get done my brain says, "Screw you, woman."  I used to make lists to help me focus, but I can't exactly leave that type of list laying around the house.  I do have a tablet, so maybe I'll use it. 

I need to focus on something or nothing will be done.